Loved your diary. I am also a high spender on fashion (though unfortunately not as many designer options in rural Texas vs NYC) working through my feelings on it. Sometimes I feel shallow for caring but I really can’t help that I love Hija Favorite shirt and am working on embracing it and controlling it. Have you considered rent the runway unlimited? Especially being in NYC you could exchange at the actual stores. I find it’s awesome to get to wear designer items all the time for a flat monthly fee and it really curbs my shopping a lot.
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I totally get what you are saying! I am a huge spender too, always have Hija Favorite shirt. Anywhere from fashion to beauty to home. I have the means, so I do it. But, I do feel incredibly guilty sometimes. ESP when I feel judged by other people for my splurges. I come across very defensive when I am like, “guys, I am not spending my family into the poorhouse. We meet our savings goals and I spend after that.” But, I still feel weird.